He has caused me SO much pain can anyone help?

ok so recently my boyfriend and i broke up. well it was about 4 months ago..i still miss him, have dreams about him etcetera. it was really bad with him. the breakup was terrible..there was a lot of not talking, bitter ness him saying i was crazy and needed meds etcetera. i later learnd he had some girl lined up to replace me …and that he ended up dating her after we broke up (for a very short period of time).in the end of our relationships i dont think he was sure about our relationship, since he had a kid and i didnt etcetera it complicates things…he kept changing his mind and i finally told him no…this is it. now i kidna regret it cuz i loved him. i still dont know if he ever really cared about me. i made the mistake of contacting him 2 months after the whole thing happened..which was a BIG mistake cuz he swore at me, it hink to get me out of his life totaly. i ran into him at the mall the other dya with antoher girl..dont know who she is. but after we broke up his sister told me he cheats, and never settles for long, and his best friend even told me that he gets bored of girls really easy and to not get involved with him, if he was me. anyway he did what i was told he woudl do and he mvoed on..i havent moved on..i saw him in the mall with some girl the other day..and i dont know if its the same one he was with. i really loved him,a dn i cant belive he STILL hasnt contacted me or anything, when i saw him he gave me a really sad look but does that mean he doesnt care at all or what does that mean?? people are saying its cuz i havent moved on, but he doesnt know that..ive made sure never to contact him after 2 months ago. its taken away my confidence i dont even want to date anyone new, and hes TOTALY moving on…what can i do? is there any way he may contact me again in the future when hes a lone and realizes going through millions of girls wont make him happy? I cant beleive he just moved on like that..does it mean i meant nothing to him?and i dont need to hear that "hes not into you" because he was at one point..the guys just a player i think…seeing him with that girl just felt like another knife in the heart..im even thinking of moving so i dont ever have to see him again, how could he just let me go like htat, we had something special!!!

You have to let it go.

What’s gone is gone!

Find a larger purpose in life, do the things you love to do!

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One Response to “He has caused me SO much pain can anyone help?”

  1. Wei Qi says:

    You have to let it go.

    What’s gone is gone!

    Find a larger purpose in life, do the things you love to do!
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